Again she conceived, and when she gave birth to a son she said, “Now at last my husband will become attached to me, because I have borne him three sons.” So he was named LeviGenesis 29:34
Jacob marries two sisters, Leah and Rachel, in a soap opera plot line. Fertility becomes the battleground between the two sisters. Leah starts having children at a rapid rate, and the names don't leave us guessing where her heart is - 'Now my husband will love me, now he will, this time surely he will'.
Leah desperately wants her husband's affection, but no matter how many kids she has, she will not be satisfied.
Until I find my satisfaction and approval in God, a change in circumstances might mean my frustration looks different, but it won't go away.